Don’t Count It Tonight
Part One: The Corner by the Bank
I want to start with the thing that nobody puts in this story when they tell it back to me, which is that I had heard him before.
Twice.
At least twice, and I have since worked out that it was probably more like nine or ten times, because he had been singing on that corner on Saturday evenings for most of a year.
The corner is on Congress, outside a bank, about forty feet from a restaurant I ate at perhaps twenty times a year.
There is a busker’s spot there that has been a busker’s spot for decades.
On a warm Saturday there is a man with a saw, and a woman who plays a harp, and a very bad trumpet player who I have a certain amount of affection for, and the whole thing is part of the noise of that street.
I walked past a boy singing there in the April.
I know I did, because I have the credit card receipt from the restaurant and I know where I parked.
And in the August, coming out of the same place, I remember standing on the curb waiting for a truck to go by and noticing, in the completely uninterested way you notice these things, that a kid was singing something with a little speaker on the sidewalk and that his mother was sitting on a planter with a paperback.
I did not look at either of them.
That is the actual beginning of this and everything else is downstream of it.
Not a coincidence.
Not fate arranging a meeting outside a restaurant.
A man walking past his own son on a sidewalk, twice that I can prove and probably more, over the course of a year, at a distance of about thirty feet, with his phone in his hand.
The night it finally landed was the ninth of November and I was at dinner with my mother.
We had opened a fourth yard that week, out past Manor.
I run a hauling company — aggregate, cement, rebar, the unglamorous middle of every construction project in central Texas — and by that year I had forty-one trucks and a hundred and nine employees and I was forty-two years old, and my mother liked to be taken somewhere with cloth napkins when something good happened.