PART 1 — THE SENTENCE ON THE HOSPITAL RECEIPT

I write the words “Grandpa said Daddy would not come” on the back of the hospital receipt.

The ink pools slightly where I press the pen too hard.

I fold the receipt once and put it under my wallet.

The nurse comes through the double doors carrying a clipboard against her chest.

I stand before she reaches the desk.

“Is he awake?”

“He is awake now.”

“Can I see him?”

“One person can go back.”

She looks at the name on the chart.

“Toby’s father?”

“Yes.”

She opens the little gate beside the desk, then stops.

“The doctor will speak with you first.”

“Is he hurt?”

“He is being evaluated.”

“That is not an answer.”

She lowers her voice.