In October, My Husband Left a Manila Envelope on Our Kitchen Table and Walked Out Into the Rain
The wooden spoon hit the rim of the stainless steel pot twice before I noticed Greg standing by the kitchen table.
He was still wearing his dark grey winter coat, buttoned all the way up to his throat, though the kitchen had been warm all evening from the stove.
“I put extra cinnamon in the chili,” I said, nudging the ceramic salt shaker toward the center of the table.
“Are you going to sit down?”
Greg did not pull out a chair.
He slid a thick tan manila envelope out from under his arm and laid it flat on the Formica, right next to the salt shaker.
His right index finger tapped twice against his thumb, counting out a steady rhythm I had seen him use a thousand times when balancing the household books.
“I signed these at four o’clock today, Claire,” he said.
His voice was flat and measured, the same formal tone he used when presenting construction bid estimates to the Oak Ridge city council.
“What is that?” I asked.
“It’s a petition for absolute divorce,” Greg said, keeping his hands tucked inside his coat pockets.
“I’ve already moved my winter suits into the small apartment above the dry cleaner.”
“Greg, dinner is ready on the stove.”
“We aren’t meant to grow old together, Claire,” he said softly.
He turned his back on the kitchen before I could lay the wooden spoon down.
He did not open the front hallway door; he unlocked the latch on the screened porch door and stepped straight out into the damp October rain.
The spoon slipped from my fingers, splashing dark red chili across the cream linoleum tiles.
Biscuit, our eight-year-old golden retriever, trotted out from under the dining table and began licking the warm splatters near my shoes.