Don’t Let Him Know I’m Still Alive
Part One
My phone rang at 11:43 p.m., and I knew before I answered that no good news comes through a kitchen that late.
The dishwasher was humming behind me. A mug of coffee had gone cold beside the sink, bitter enough that I could still smell it from the table. Outside, the small American flag on my front porch barely moved in the damp night air.
The house had that hollow sound a place gets after midnight when one person has been living in it too long.
I almost let the call go to voicemail. Then I saw the name.
Dr. Alan Mercer.
Alan and I had worked side by side for twenty years before I retired. We’d stood over operating tables together through storms, holidays, power failures, and emergency nights that chewed through young doctors like paper.
I had seen Alan keep his voice steady while families screamed in hallways. I had seen him make decisions with blood on his sleeves and no time to second-guess himself.
Alan did not call late unless something had gone terribly wrong.
I answered on the second ring.
“Richard, get to St. Mary’s now.”
That was all he said at first. No greeting. No apology. None of that careful little ramp doctors use when they’re trying to soften the blow.
My hand tightened around the phone. “Who?”