Not a note.

The whole thing.

She picked up her pen and wrote down every sentence I said, and I watched each black word appear on the white page, and I understood that this was the opposite of what had happened in this same room a week before.

A week before, my silence had gone into the world and become part of the wall.

Now my voice was going onto a page, in ink, in a record, where it could not be smoothed away or corrected or turned into a story about a difficult child.

I had spent a year being written about by other people.