I was busy.

Then Thanksgiving.

Then Christmas.

Then:

Soon.

I thought there would always be another weekend.

When Caleb vanished, part of me was almost relieved that Grandpa had never met him.

I did not want to watch the only father I had discover how badly I had misjudged the man I thought I would marry.

The night I told Caleb about the pregnancy, he had held the positive test in his hand for almost a minute.

“Are you okay?”

he asked.

“I don’t know.”

He sat beside me.

Took my hand.