I wanted the apartment to feel safe immediately.

It didn’t.

I had been frightened in my family’s home for so long that quiet itself felt suspicious.

Still, I didn’t call Douglas.

I didn’t apologize.

I returned to the bedroom.

Closed the door as far as its damaged latch allowed.

And stayed.

PART 6 — THE BLUE BINDER

Ruth believed the strongest case was the smallest accurate one.