Outside the courthouse, Camilla and I stood near a row of bare trees.

She asked whether I resented her.

I shook my head.

“I resent that we lost so much time.

I resent that I stopped looking.

I don’t resent you.” She admitted she still struggled to believe me when I said I hadn’t signed the documents shown to her.

“I know the evidence is pointing there,” she said.

“But for seven years I lived with the belief that you didn’t want either of us.