His need to maintain two versions of his life.

I will never know.

The recording captured fifteen minutes.

Not twelve years.

I learned not to make fifteen minutes explain everything.

The man who betrayed me was also the man who once spent an entire night helping me prepare for my first major trial.

The man who planned to use my signature was also the man who brought soup when my father died.

The man who hid a child was also the man who once sat beside me discussing the children we thought we might have.