Outside, I sat in the Buick for several minutes.

The lease rested on the passenger seat.

For years, I’d complained about Dad’s financial rules.

Now I had willingly signed an agreement that made me responsible for more than twice the rent he’d charged me.

The difference was that this time, the decision belonged to me.

I wasn’t paying because someone had demanded it.

I was paying because I wanted to try.

That felt important.