Don’t Let Him Know I’m Still Alive
“No.”
She turned her face into the pillow. For a moment I thought she was crying. Then I realized she was breathing. Long, broken breaths. The kind a person takes when survival finally catches up with them.
I wanted to ask why she hadn’t told me sooner. I wanted to ask how long. I wanted to ask what I had missed, what I had excused, what signs I had stepped around because Daniel smiled and called me sir.
I asked none of it.
A father’s guilt is not a bandage. It does not belong on the wound while the child is still bleeding.
So I said the only useful thing I had. “You did exactly right.”
Emily closed her eyes. “He said nobody would believe me.”
I thought of Daniel in my kitchen. Daniel at my table. Daniel with my ladder. Daniel telling me he would take care of her.
I moved my chair closer. “He was wrong.”