She said she had wanted to return many times and feared criminal charges, the loss of Emma, and the collapse of the life they’d invented.

I listened without interrupting.

I could hear the fear in her account.

I also heard how often she described the danger to herself and how rarely she mentioned the danger to Emma.

“Did you know I was sending Mark money?” I asked.

She lowered her head.

“Yes.”

“Did you know your mother was sick?”