I won’t force you.

It has to be your decision.”

I looked at Harper.

I thought of Spencer saying She always does.

I thought of every other little girl who might be in a car that afternoon, drifting off while a man made a phone call.

“I’ll do it,” I said.

PART 4
The first call I made from the hospital was not to Carter.

It was to my mother, who lived forty minutes away and believed the worst family crisis of the year had been a clogged kitchen drain.