For twelve long years I had believed Clare had looked at my birthday check, handed it back to the mail carrier, and erased me from her life.

I unfolded my official Air Force service record and checked the command citations listed under my name, then folded the sheet once and tucked it into my navy clutch purse.

I placed the returned birthday check and the wedding invitation beside it and snapped the brass clasp shut.

I set the purse on the mattress beside my travel coat and closed the steel lid of the deployment trunk.

By eight o’clock that evening I was sitting alone in my sedan at the edge of the base perimeter highway, watching the red taillights of heavy freight trucks roll north toward the state line.