I did not get to ask Dr.

Ubaldi the question everybody asks.

I did not get to sit with it for two hours and come back and say yes with my husband holding my hand.

I did not get to be a person who had been asked.

I did not put my hand on my son while he was alive.

I did not hold him for two hours and twelve minutes on the evening of the fourth of March.

Every single one of those was available.