I sat with that for about a week.

Here is what I have arrived at, four years later, and it has not moved in three of them.

Dr.

Constance Ubaldi did her job properly.

Warren Tso did his job properly.

The palliative team did their job properly.

The recommendation made in a conference room at 11:30 in the morning on the fourth of March 2021 was medically sound, ethically sound, and — I believe, and it has cost me a great deal to be able to type this — right.

And none of that is the point.