What had died in me overnight was not my love or my patience.

It was the hope.

And the moment the hope was gone, every lever they held went slack in their hands.

There was suddenly nothing they could threaten me with, because the only thing that had ever given their threats teeth was my wish to be found, at last, good enough.

Standing on that porch, smiling, absorbing the last instruction list I would ever accept, I felt the peculiar lightness of a person who has stopped auditioning for a part she was never going to be given.

They could keep tightening.