For the next six months, I did not answer my family’s calls.

There were not many to answer.

What there was, instead, was a strange and steady stream of ordinariness, as though nothing at all had happened.

Cheerful holiday photographs.

Casual messages dropped into the family group chat.

A printed invitation, cream-colored and embossed, to Serena’s engagement party — addressed to me as if I had merely been a little out of touch lately, a little busy, the way people drift during a hard season and then drift back.

They had not abandoned me at a funeral, in their telling.