That I would be proven wrong, and I could put this folder back in my bag and simply be the boy who came to say thank you.” I could hardly breathe.

“They didn’t stay,” I said.

“No,” he said.

“They didn’t.”

I did not thank Harrison, in that moment, for the test.

Part of me was angry at him for it — for engineering a trial of my children’s love and letting me fail it without warning, for the calculated patience of a man who had suspected for weeks and said nothing.

It felt cruel.