They were willing to sell out from under their own children the one gift I had been trying to reach across the generations to give.

That was the thing I understood, sitting there, that finally closed the door in me for good.

It was not only that they would rob their mother.

It was that they would rob their children to do it, and never feel the difference, because to them the land had never been a legacy at all.

It had only ever been a number they were waiting on.

I had spent my life trying to hand something down.