“Because Richard said the trust could pay my bills but could not make people want to sit with me.” There was no self-pity in her voice. Only understanding.

“I do not expect you to trust me,” she continued. “I would like to earn the right to know how Lily is doing.”

“She still asks whether I will disappear.”

My mother closed her eyes. “I am sorry.”

“She remembers the security office.”

“I know.”