I went straight up the stairs, to my son’s room, because that was the only room in the house I truly could not bear to have violated.

And when I opened his door, my heart stopped.

Against the blue walls of Leo’s room, they had stacked cardboard moving boxes.

Chloe’s clothes and luggage and bags of brand-new baby gear were strewn across my son’s rug, across the floor where he had played.

His bed was stripped.

His closet, when I opened it, was empty.