That, more than the affair, more than the lies, was the thing that straightened my spine.

Chapter 4 — Silence Gave Me Time

I did not confront him.

This is the part that people find hardest to understand, and it is the part I understand best, because it is the part I inherited.

Everything in me wanted to.

I wanted to put the envelope on the kitchen island and watch his face when he saw it.

I wanted the satisfaction of the scene, the shouting, the moment he knew that I knew.

I wanted it the way you want to press on a broken tooth.