I want to be honest about what I expected, kneeling there on his study floor.

I braced myself for the ordinary betrayals — a second bank account, a woman’s letters, the evidence of an affair.

I told myself I was ready for any of that.

I was not ready for what the box actually held.

It did not hold an affair.

It held a museum of deliberate cruelty, catalogued and preserved, eleven years deep.

Chapter 4 — Eleven Years of Invitations

The box was packed with envelopes — thick, cream-colored, expensive envelopes — stacked in careful chronological order, oldest at the bottom, most recent on top.