And now the necklace he’d called insane, the one that had bought us a dinner of plain soup, was hanging around the neck of the woman sitting in his lap.

It was not the affair, in that first moment.

It was the arithmetic.

It was standing in that doorway and understanding, all at once, that every no he had ever told me — every corner I had cut, every small want I had swallowed, every guilty cup of coffee — had not been about a mortgage at all.

The money had always been there.

He had simply decided it should go to her.