Somewhere across the city there was cake, and there were candles, and there was a watch being unwrapped, and my husband was there for all of it.

At 4:17 in the morning, my son was born, and they set him on my chest, and the whole broken world went quiet and good for a moment.

My father took him a little while later, so I could sleep, and cradled him against the front of that old gray coat, and I watched tears run down the face of a man I had spent two years being too proud to call.

“He’s perfect,” he whispered.