It undid them.

It undid me too, standing at the edge of the dock watching my brother move freely under an open sky in front of the men who’d taught him to sail.

Fifteen years of a lie ended in that walk, and everyone who mattered was there to see the truth take its first steps.

Healing did not come to me quickly, and I won’t pretend it did.

For a long time I could not eat food I hadn’t watched being made, or trust anything that came to me already opened, and I would wake in the night with the taste of bay water in my throat.