“If he finds out you got out of that car, he will come back and finish it.

Both of us have to be dead to him.

Starting now.”

I pressed my back against the wet concrete and looked at my brother — this man I had pushed in a wheelchair for fifteen years, whose chair I had folded into a thousand car trunks, for whom I had built ramps and rearranged rooms and grieved a whole life he would never have — standing in front of me on two strong legs.

“Fifteen years,” I said, and my hands came up and shoved against his chest, weak with cold and shock.