It is the question that follows every woman in my situation, and it is almost always asked kindly, and it almost always misunderstands everything.

Because leaving, for a woman married into a family like the Beaumonts, is the most dangerous thing she can do, not the safest.

A woman who flees with nothing but her word is a woman who can be painted, by expensive lawyers, as unstable, vindictive, an unfit mother — and I had already seen, in the attorney’s emails, exactly how they intended to take Lily from me if I ran.

Trent and his father did not fear my leaving.