What I built instead was the true repair.

I stayed inside that cold house three months longer than my whole body wanted to, wearing my calm like a coat, because I understood that the evidence I gathered from the inside was the only thing on earth that could make my leaving permanent and safe.

It was the hardest patience of my life.

And it is the reason that when I walked out of that marriage at last, I walked out with my daughter, my freedom, and a protective order — instead of walking out into a custody war I was designed to lose.

Chapter 6 — Already Delivered