You can’t touch me!

Rachel — Rachel, tell them!

Tell them you fell!” I did not answer him.

I did not look at his red furious face or his wild eyes.

I looked down at my daughter, who opened her dark eyes for one second, sighed a tiny sigh, and fell back to sleep against my chest, entirely unafraid, in a room where her mother was finally safe.

That is the image I hold from the whole terrible day, the one that means the most to me: not Trent in handcuffs, not Gerald sliding down the wall, but Lily sleeping.