And my son had been abandoned — for six days, on purpose, by a man I had married and trusted and defended.

Relief and horror do not blend.

They take turns.

And they were still taking turns in me hours later, on the plane, and the next day, and for a long time after that.

Chapter 7 — Grandma Marjorie

I booked the first flight I could for dawn.

But I was a two-hour plane ride away, and my son needed somewhere safe to be that night, and I had to find it from a kitchen in Chicago with shaking hands.

My mother-in-law was not an option, for reasons that were about to become very clear.