Please.” I put a manila envelope in his hands — the divorce papers my lawyer had drawn up.

“I hope you do change,” I told him, and I meant it.

“For Toby and Noelle.

They need a better father, and you’re going to have to live with this either way.

But changing doesn’t mean I will ever again trust you with my son’s life.”

The divorce took months.

The house was sold and the money split by the decree.

Jonah and I moved into a sunlit two-bedroom near his school and the community sports center where I work, and on our first night he ran from room to room like he’d won something.