I never saw her again, and I have never spent one minute wondering where she went.

A judge granted me a protective order, and my father — stripped of the company, facing the charges, abandoned by the young wife he’d rebuilt his vanity around — has kept his distance ever since.

He has never met my daughter.

He wrote me a letter, once, some months later, that began as an apology and became, by the third paragraph, an explanation of why none of it had really been his fault.

I recognized the shape of it from my whole childhood.