“If I had taken her home that night I would have been taking a child into a marriage that was already a crime scene.”

“I know that too.”

He hugged me the way twins hug when they have run out of courtroom language.

Then he left for the airport with a car seat recommendation in his notes app, for a future I did not ask him to schedule.

On the patio I thought about laboratories and contracts and the sentence I had believed for nine months: I am helping my brother.

I had been helping.