I told myself I was protecting Julian because I could not admit I was afraid he no longer needed me.

I read slowly.

That fear was mine. I made it yours.

Evelyn stopped reading for a moment.

Then continued.

I do not expect you to forgive me or allow me near Maya. I only want to stop pretending what I did was normal family conflict. It was not.

Evelyn folded the letter.

“What do you think?” I asked.