It was a lifetime of care.

That night I wrote in my journal: Forgiveness is not pretending the first day never happened.

It is making room for the possibility that the next days can be different.

I didn’t know whether I was ready to forgive Lucas.

I knew I wanted him to keep becoming a father worthy of Hope.

PART 16: A Promise in the Parking Lot

When Hope was three months old, we returned to the specialist’s clinic for a follow-up assessment.