I Carried My Twin Brother’s Baby — When He Walked Away at the Hospital, the Real Reason Wasn’t What Anyone Thought
What there was, instead, was a kind of joy I had not expected and cannot fully describe — the joy of being useful in the deepest possible way to people you love, of having a body that could do a thing their bodies could not, of being, for a while, the bridge across which a family walked to reach each other.
My own children I carried for myself, and that was its own profound thing.
But Grace I carried for love of other people, and that turned out to be a different and equally profound thing, and I would not trade the memory of it for anything.
When people express sympathy, I always correct them gently.
Do not feel sorry for the surrogate, I say.
She was not deprived of a daughter.