They had become excuses when I used them to stop noticing the pattern.

I could not repair that by asking her to produce a perfect history now.

I could make the next conversation safer.

That night, I told Ruth I wanted enough adult evidence that Lily would not have to carry the case.

“That’s the work,” she said.

“But don’t make promises about the process that neither of us can guarantee.

We can advocate for her protection and use the proper professionals.”

I nodded.