But loving you does not excuse deciding that I knew what truth you could handle.

I had to stop again.

That sentence mattered.

Arthur had given me respect in hundreds of small ways.

And denied me informed choice in one enormous one.

Both were true.

PART 9 — NORA

The letter changed tone when Arthur wrote about Nora.

The first time she beat me at chess, she cheated.

I laughed through tears.