I Paid My Father $250 in Rent Every Month for Five Years. After His Funeral, His Best Friend Gave Me a Key and a Box.
“What was the band called?” I asked eagerly.
“Did you guys ever record a real album?”
“That is enough questions for tonight,” he snapped, closing the drawer firmly.
One evening during my mid-teens, I gathered the courage to ask him about his past again.
“Did you ever dream about becoming famous back then?” I asked softly.
“It was a dream once,” Dad said, staring silently into his black coffee mug.
“But my time has passed, and maybe you will inherit that passion someday.”
I never quite understood what he meant by that statement back then.
By the time I turned sixteen, I had taught myself to play guitar on a cheap instrument I bought at a yard sale, and I was already writing my own original lyrics.
I dreamed of studying audio engineering and recording my own album in a professional studio one day.
When I proudly handed Dad a glossy brochure for a regional music production program, he barely glanced at the paper.
“Music does not pay the utility bills,” he muttered, tossing the brochure onto the counter.
“You need to get a real job.”
“But you played music for years!” I argued, feeling a surge of frustration.