There was a section on infant amenities.

I had wanted to know whether the pool deck was heated, whether a crib could be sent up, whether a nine-month-old belonged in a place like that at all.

I still wanted to know.

That was the trouble.

The family email account was signed in behind it.

I clicked over to it, and there was our shared mail, years of it, confirmation numbers and graduation photographs and a receipt for the wedding tent.

I opened Sent to look at the confirmation I had forwarded Lucas that afternoon.