A private hope.

We talked about names.

Bedrooms.

Whether our child would get Penelope’s green eyes or my inability to fold fitted sheets without swearing.

Then months passed.

Calendars appeared on the refrigerator.

Ovulation tests filled a bathroom drawer.

Bloodwork.

Hormone panels.

Ultrasounds.

Semen analyses.

Specialists.

The language of reproduction became clinical.

Follicles.