His voice asking physicians questions I could barely process.

His coat thrown over the back of a hospital chair.

His cold coffee.

His refusal to leave.

On the morning of surgery, my hands shook so badly I could barely hold them together.

“I’m terrified, Gav.”

He sat on the edge of my bed.

“So am I.”

“You’re not supposed to say that.”

“I’m a terrible liar.”

Then he gathered both my hands into his.

“But I’m staying.”

Nurse Brenda came in to prepare me.

Gavin asked: