I Turned My Back to the Flames
Edith Ledbetter was one of the loneliest of all.
She just hid it better than the rest, behind her crosswords and her sharp tongue, the way she hid everything else.
I have thought a great deal, since, about what those first weeks taught me, because it was the most important education of my life and it happened entirely by accident.
I had gone to nursing school believing that the great enemy was illness — that if you could manage the body, control the pain, balance the medications, you had done the work.
Oakridge taught me that there is a second enemy, quieter and in some ways crueler, that no medication touches, and it is the simple absence of being seen.