For the first time, the best lawyer I could afford was advising me on all the things money could not entitle me to do.

That evening I called Lauren again.

“I returned the airplanes.

I spoke with someone about how to do this properly.

If you want, I’ll help pay for a counselor you choose.

I won’t contact the boys without your permission.”

A long silence followed.

“That’s the first useful thing you’ve said,” she answered.