He had experienced dissatisfaction privately.

Then treated the unspoken dissatisfaction as mutual fact.

That was one of the clearest betrayals.

Before kissing Samantha, he had already rewritten me into a wife who understood the marriage was nearly over.

I had never received that script.

PART 34 — MY PART

Therapy was not a courtroom where Jonathan owned every problem our marriage had ever contained.

I worked too much sometimes.

Avoided conflict.