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Zoe didn’t run to hug him. She turned instead and went to show Ruth a new pencil she’d gotten at school, chattering about it, and Jason watched his daughter’s back and looked, for a moment, like a man who had finally understood the exact size of what he’d spent.
Claire did not soften it for him, and she noticed that she felt no urge to. There had been a version of her, earlier in the marriage, who would have stepped in here — who would have crouched down and coaxed Zoe into a hug, smoothed the moment over, protected everyone from the discomfort, because keeping the peace had always been her job and she’d been good at it.
She let the moment stand instead. Zoe’s flat little okay was the truth.
It was the exact and accurate measure of a promise made and broken too many times, and Jason needed to feel its real weight, undiluted, or he would never do the years of work required to change it.
Protecting him from his daughter’s honesty would have been the cruelest thing she could do to all three of them.
So she let him feel it.