Love, Logged as Debt
Not the sold vacation house.
Not Lucienne’s repossessed car or my father’s ruined refinance.
Those were just the noise of a system collapsing.
The victory was a boy who could say I matter as a simple statement of fact, because his mother had finally, at enormous cost, made it one.
My father kept a black notebook where every dollar spent on me was logged as a debt to be recovered.
I keep a different ledger now: every deposit into the Freedom Fund, every quiet evening, every “no” I say without a flicker of guilt.
My son will never have to pay a ransom to be loved.
And after thirty years, neither will I.
THE END.