I laughed.

“Of course.

I have a special reputation to maintain.” He didn’t understand the private joke, and I was glad.

As the children went ahead to put on their coats, Daniel stood beside me.

“They’ve missed you,” he said.

“I’ve missed them too.” He hesitated before adding, “I know Christmas was bad.” I waited for more.

He looked away.

The apology didn’t come, and I refused to supply it for him.